But I have to say: your loss. You know exactly how good I was to you, I would’ve given you the world. But one day I will make sure you regret letting me go. You’ll see.
What did I do. I was stupid to believe that he liked me too, stupid, stupid, stupid. But hey, atleast I told him I suppose. But fuuuuck I feel so stupid. It’s demoralising.
So, I never really take risks when it comes to my feelings. But I’ve never really felt like this about anyone before, so I texted him. Texting is not my favourite form of communication when it comes to expressing one’s feelings, but hey. And oh God, I actually sent him this text saying that I kinda fell for him and blah blah blah. I regret it now, I so regret it because I don’t want it to ruin our friendship. But you only live once right?! These things are better said than unsaid supposedly?!
OH GOD. Did I really do the right thing? My heart is beating like a fucking drum here.
It’s actually really depressing. But to be truthful, far more realistic than your usual romanctic movies.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating.” —Sylvia Plath (via cottonbutts)