October 2011
I always seem to be the lover and never the loved.
I am glad we can stay friends,
But I have to say: your loss. You know exactly how good I was to you, I would’ve given you the world. But one day I will make sure you regret letting me go. You’ll see.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
What did I do. I was stupid to believe that he liked me too, stupid, stupid, stupid. But hey, atleast I told him I suppose. But fuuuuck I feel so stupid. It’s demoralising.
Oh God.
So, I never really take risks when it comes to my feelings. But I’ve never really felt like this about anyone before, so I texted him. Texting is not my favourite form of communication when it comes to expressing one’s feelings, but hey. And oh God, I actually sent him this text saying that I kinda fell for him and blah blah blah. I regret it now, I so regret it because I don’t want it to ruin our friendship. But you only live once right?! These things are better said than unsaid supposedly?!
OH GOD. Did I really do the right thing? My heart is beating like a fucking drum here.
“Have a heart that never hardens, and a temper that never tires, and a touch that never hurts.”
—Charles Dickens (via imaginatifs)
“I wanna know what you see when you look in the mirror on a day you’re feeling good. I wanna know what you see in the mirror on a day a day you’re feeling bad. I wanna know the first person who ever taught you your beauty could ever be reflected on a lousy piece of glass.”
—Andrea Gibson (via reverbelation)
Okay, so Blue Valentine wasn't what I was expecting.
It’s actually really depressing. But to be truthful, far more realistic than your usual romanctic movies.
“Time was passing like a hand waving from a train I wanted to be on. I hope you never have to think about anything as much as I think about you.”
—Jonathan Safran Foer (via guidinglightningstrike)
“People often say that ‘beauty is in the eye of the beholder,’ and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.”
—Salma Hayek (via light-essence)
Uh, I love carrot sticks and hummus so much.
“I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I don’t want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines and sing out loud in the car with the windows open and wear pink shoes and stay up all night laughing and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want to sleep hard on clean white sheets and throw parties and eat ripe tomatoes and read books so good they make me jump up and down, and I want everyday to make God belly laugh, glad that he gave life to someone who loves the gift.”
—Shauna Niequist (via aeloquence)
“You know what I want? I want yesterday.”
—Natalie Wood (via justanotherfrigidwhore)
“If the moon smiled, she would resemble you.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating.” —Sylvia Plath (via cottonbutts)
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating.” —Sylvia Plath (via cottonbutts)
“Every day is fucking Halloween as far as I’m concerned, goddamn it! Be a fucking freak, be a fucking weirdo all the time! That’s how you live, goddamn it! Thats how you fucking do it, by telling people to fuck off!”
—Billie Joe Armstrong (via justanotherfrigidwhore)
